Prayers needed!!!

Please take the time to say a prayer for the family and friends of Brian and Kristy Gray. They were in a horrible car accident and their soon to be 3 year old daughter did not survive. Kristy is still in the hospital with a broken back and Brain has been released and is with Kristy. As of now Kristy does not know about her precious baby. For all you prayer warriors out there please, please remember them.....you can click the picture to the right to find out more!!

Confused??

OK so I'm really confused these days...I have been so emotional here lately, which is not like me at all. I'll just start thinking about something or someone and start crying. It all started around Brody's birthday and every since then it's like anything can make me cry. Just today as Braigen was walking into school I LOST it!! I guess it could be because I realize that they are getting so big and there is nothing I can do to stop it, but I'm not sure. Oh and once again I came across a song that I haven't heard in years and here come the water works!! I've got to get this under control quick, I can't take much more of this!! Has anyone else done like this? And will this go away?? Tell me what you think!

My Little Man Turned 4!!

I can't believe it, it seems like I should still be rocking him to sleep!!


Brody: No words could ever describe the amount of love I have for you!! You have brought so much love, laughter, and joy into every one's life. It seems like yesterday when we were at the hospital getting ready to go back into the O.R, I was so scared but excited at the same time, I just couldn't wait to hold you!! Then when you came out and I couldn't hold you, I couldn't really even see you for a while, we felt like our world came crashing down around us. I knew right then just how much you really did mean to me!! And of course you were a tough little guy and you did just fine, you just wanted to scare us all half to death!! Little did we know then that was gonna be your personality!! :)
I can't wait to continue to watch you grow and to be right there with you when you experience new things, or should I say see what else you can get into!! You and your sister are my world and I couldn't imagine life without you in it. I love you Brody James and we are truly blessed to have you!!

P.S Godspeed , which is below on my playlist, was a song my sister played for me when I found out that we were having a boy...and I cried like a little baby, from that day on I said this song would be my song to him~!!

Hangin With the Girls!!!

Saturday night Jennifer, Heather, Kim, Lori, Laura and I went out to eat at the Olive Garden, then for dessert we went to Crave...YUMMY!!!!!! Let me just say I had an awesome time getting back out with them, those girls are so encouraging, not to mention hilarious!!! After dinner we went back to Jenn's house to talk it up...lol and that we did, I didn't get home till around 1:30 or possibly even 2:00 GIRLS: can't wait to do it again, BUT next time lets try a Friday night so I'm not pinching myself during church to stay awake...lol

First Grade!!...REALLY???

Ok I'm really fighting back the tears this morning....Is my baby girl really in first grade??? She went to bed at 8:30 last night and she woke up in the best mood at 5:45...she was so very excited.
I took a few pictures before we left the house, and the whole time she is telling me "momma please don't make me late". When we get to the school she is not wanting to say much, but once we get inside and she sees all the other kids sitting and watching tv she desides to join. When the bell rings I follow her to her class, show her where her seat is give her a kiss and a BIG hug and tell her I will see her at 3:00, the whole time she is giving me a look like really, your leaving :( Anyways I could go on and on, but I'll just share a few of the pictures with you instead.

It's good to be back!!!!

Let me just start by saying that I am truly glad to be back where I need to be.... with God....I feel like a ton of bricks has been lifted off of me.
I'm blessed to have family and friends that just refused to give up on me, and for that I am truly thankful!! I just wanna say thank you all so very much for standing by me all this time and not giving up, I know it must have been hard cause I can be hard headed at times, but again thank you all, and I look forward to spending more time with all of you!!

Braigen's Graduation

My Baby is going into the FIRST GRADE....Wow that is so hard to believe!!
I'm so very proud of her, she made the A honor roll all year, and when they tested her she tested on a third grade level....WOW she definitly doesn't take after me..lol



Braigen and some of her classmates



Caleb, Papa, Braigen, Nana, And Brody


Me and My baby


Aunt Erin and Braigen

NEW BLOG!!!

Thank you so very much Teale for my new blog...I LOVE IT!!!! You are so very good at what you do :) And Thanks again for taking time out of your busy schedule to make my blog look amazing!!

I've Joined The weightloss Train

So last Tuesday my mom, Erin and I joined weight watchers; After the meeting I was very determined to lose some much needed weight!!!!

So After a whole week of Erin and I not knowing if we were doing it right and not to mention being very hungry....I DID IT!!!! DRUM ROLL PLEASE!!!! I lost 4.4 pounds!! WHOO HOO!!! I just hope next week is as good!